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Ladybugs and Butterflies – a Tiny Peek

22 Friday Nov 2013

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butterflies, first novel, ladybugs, NaNoWriMo, spirit signs, writing

Ladybug in mimosa treeWorking on my first ever novel has been a lot of fun, and the success of finishing the rough draft is actually in sight. But, I really feel like I have been neglecting some of the other things on my plate, so I have decided to share a small excerpt from one of the chapters in the SFD version of my NaNoWriMo novel. I’m still working on the cover graphics – in my head – but first things first.

The Burning Bed

“What you set that mattress on fire for?” she repeated.

“I didn’t do it!” I instinctively protested, still recovering from being caught off-guard the first time she posed the question.

“Yes you did,” she said, maintaining a soft, even tone – the tone that she always used when she wanted to let you know she meant business. Leaning close to my face she continued, “I can see it in your eyes.”

What! How could my own eyes betray me that way? I didn’t start the fire. True, I had been playing with the matches, but so had my little brother and little sister. Why was everybody trying to blame this unfortunate event on me? I didn’t understand.

Turning her attention to the teacup sitting on the counter, she picked it up, deliberately timing each element of the action. Then, she started to slowly wave it in the air, just inches above the saucer. Around and around she went, drawing every new rotation tighter than the last, faster and faster, like a sinister, spiraling tornado. For a moment it looked as though she was completely fixated on swirling those last few drops of tea left in the bottom of her cup, to make sure everything was perfectly blended before she took that final sip.

Suddenly, the swirling stopped, and in one fluid motion she flipped the cup upside down onto the saucer. My mouth flew open, startled to hear the cup clink soundly as it landed, certain that the tiny shards of porcelain would fly everywhere – but they didn’t, not even one chip.

She locked her gaze on me momentarily, as if peering into the deepest recesses of my soul, and lifted the cup from the saucer, revealing the dregs left from her tea – pooling in the depressed center of the delicate little saucer with the shiny gold butterflies. Leaning in a bit closer, she peered intently at the dark brown gook. Finally, with a heavy sigh she said, “Yeah, you did it.” Turning to face me, she squinted her Mongolian-looking eyes down to the tiniest slits and practically hissed, “The signs don’t lie.”

Protests of my innocence landed on deaf ears. The judge and the jury had spoken. I remember that day with the clarity of someone who has had an event etched in their brain forever. That’s the day I got the whipping of my seven year-old life – thanks to ‘the signs’. That’s the day I lost my faith in signs. Not that I really had any faith in signs, but I had faith in my grandmother. She taught us things. How could her precious signs betray me that way? How could my precious grandmother betray me that way? I loved my grandmother with all my heart, but I didn’t like her very much that day. Not her, and not her pretty little teacup with the ugly brown gook in it. And especially not her signs. Those lying signs.

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Seasons

07 Thursday Nov 2013

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Autumn TreeI love this time of the year. Autumn. It happens to be my most favorite season of all. It’s that wonderful buffer between the harshness of Summer’s scorching heat and Winter’s freezing chill.

This is that refreshing time of the year when I actually don’t mind venturing outside. The mosquitoes are mostly gone away, and it doesn’t feel like I’m stepping into the world’s largest oven. They call it “dry heat” here, but as far as I’m concerned, hot is just hot.

I enjoy the cool breezes that greet me as soon as I open my door, and the trek from there to the mailbox doesn’t leave me feeling drenched and wilted. I absolutely love Autumn, or, if you grew up in the South – Fall.

I love that I can snuggle under my favorite blanket with my laptop, or a good book, and lose myself in the discovery of the written word. I love pulling out the special pots for favorite Autumn dishes like Chili and Gumbo. I love that it actually gets dark outside before eight in the evening. But, one of the things I love most about the Autumn season is watching the transitions of color as the leaves change. It reminds me that change can be good, and that change can be beautiful.

Happy Fall Y’all!  Fall colored tree

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Step to Start

01 Friday Nov 2013

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Step to StartBy the time you read this, I will have already started. I will have taken the first step toward becoming a novelist – writing with intent. I was going to say “award-winning novelist”, but surprisingly, that isn’t my goal. My goal is to just get it written. I need to corral the myriad thoughts and memories floating around in my head, and give them a tangible format. I need to use them before I lose them.

Writing your first novel isn’t really that big of a deal, especially if, like me, you’ve already written lots of other things that have actually been published. But this IS a big deal, at least, for me it’s a big deal.

For three years now, I have been saying “I’m going to write this book.” Family that I have shared this with will ask me now and then, “When are you going to write that book?” Before, the answer was always, “I’m going to.” Today, the answer is, “Now. I’m writing it now.”

I have chosen to be public about my intent because if nobody but me knew my plan, nobody but me would know if I failed to follow through. I am making myself accountable to others. And, at the same time, I am letting down my guard a little, exposing my vulnerability – just a bit.

When I started writing this post, I thought it would be nice to add an inspirational quote or two, to round it out. As you can see, getting started is a really big deal, not just for writing, but for life in general, and there are a lot of notable quotes to prove it. So, instead of sharing just a couple, I have compiled quite a list (I seem to have a penchant for compiling long lists, don’t I?). I thought it would be really cool to post a new quote to this site for each day of NaNoWriMo – but let’s face it, we all know that isn’t going to happen. So, here instead, is the complete list to date. You’re in control. Feel free to come back every day and read a quote from the list. If you run out of list before you run out of month, just go back and review your favorites. Or, if you prefer, consume them all in one sitting – it’s totally up to you.

A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. – Lao Tzu

Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. – Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

The vision must be followed by the venture. It is not enough to stare up the steps – we must step up the stairs. – Vance Havner

Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right. – Henry Ford

What is not started today is never finished tomorrow. – Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going. – Jim Rhon

The best way to predict the future is to create it. – Unknown

Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything. – Napoleon Hill

The greatest amount of wasted time is the time not getting started. – Dawson Trotman

It’s so hard when contemplated in advance, and so easy when you do it. – Robert M. Pirsig

Stop talking. Start walking. – L. M. Heroux

Vision without action is daydream. Action without vision is nightmare. – Chinese Proverb

The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing. – Walt Disney

The scariest moment is always just before you start. – Stephen King

He has half the deed done who has made a beginning. – Horace

Start before you’re ready. – Steven Pressfield

You don’t have to be great to start, but you have to start to be great. – Zig Ziglar

However, don’t let perfectionism become an excuse for never getting started. – Marilu Henner

The secret of getting ahead is getting started. – Mark Twain

Act or accept. – Anonymous

One day you finally knew what you had to do, and began – Mary Oliver

Anyone can do something when they WANT to do it. Really successful people do things when they don’t want to do it. – Dr. Phil

Almost all good writing begins with terrible first efforts. You have to start somewhere. – Anne Lamott

A blank page is no empty space. It is brimming with potential… It is a masterpiece in waiting – yours. – A. A. Patawaran

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The Book List

02 Wednesday Oct 2013

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November Calendar PageI have a Book List. I know – normal people make a Bucket List, but I made a Book List. I have created an amazing list of books that I’d like to write before the physical me ceases to exist.

I can’t remember when I actually started my list, but I have been building it for quite some time now. When I think of an idea for a book or storyline, I simply add it to my list – complete with a short overview of what I think it is about, and any tidbits I can think of that will add flavor to the story.

My Book List has grown considerably in recent years, thanks to a series of memorable events occurring in my world. I think Stephen King would be proud – or not – since I haven’t actually written any of the books that have made the list. But, that is about to change. I am clearing my calendar for the month of November so that I can write a book. If you’re wondering why I have specifically selected November for this monumental feat, it’s because November is NaNoWriMo. I thought it was a weird name too, but that stands for National Novel Writing Month. Isn’t that amazing? An entire month dedicated to the art of writing. To formally participate in the event you’re expected to make a commitment, and abide by a couple of rules. No big deal, right? I mean, how hard could it be to write a complete novel of at least fifty thousand words in only one month? Thirty days. November. Not December, not August, it has to be done in November – a month that also marks the change of time, the honor of service, and the giving of thanks.

I first heard of NaNoWriMo about a year ago, and although I was quite intrigued, my life was happening, and I just couldn’t (or didn’t) make the commitment. Even now, I am wading in on the shallow end. I don’t know yet if I will participate in all of the activities surrounding the event, or just give in to my preference for the peace of solitude, but I definitely plan to write. I’m going to write the book from my Book List that has been prodding me the most. It may be more of a novella than a novel by the time it is all said and done, but it is something that I want to get down in print. Mostly for me, but also for my children, and for my family, and for anybody else who might be interested, or affected by a similar set of circumstances. The working title for this little venture is “Ladybugs and Butterflies”. That’s all I can say about it for now, but I am very excited about the prospect of finally giving form to these ideas I have had for so long now. I am committed to producing a completed SFD (thanks Anne Lamott) by the end of November. One month. Thirty days.

I can do this.

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Great Minds…

23 Monday Sep 2013

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The notebookMy daughter has grown up hearing me complain over and over, “Somebody stole my idea!” That’s because I get great ideas all the time, but, before I get around to executing them, I’m walking through a department store in Somewhere, USA, and there it is, right there on the shelf, my great idea with someone else’s name on it. Great minds do think alike. Bummer.

We happened to be browsing the shelves of one of those department-type stores a few days ago when she spotted this notebook and couldn’t resist a bit of mischief – “Mom,” she said, “I’d like to buy this for you.” With a completely straight face, she passed it to me, knowing I wouldn’t be able to read it from the distance that separated us.

Congratulations on having the same great idea as someone who successfully executed it.

I cracked up – startling several of our fellow patrons who shot nervous glances in our direction as they attempted to move away without making any sudden moves. When I finally managed to regain my composure, I passed the notebook back to her and said, “I’ll let you.” I guess it’s true, the nut doesn’t fall far from the tree – her sense of humor is almost as warped as mine. That can be scary at times.

I love my new notebook, and felt it apropos to break it in by writing the notes for this post in it.

Looking back over the years, I realized something – I have invented some pretty amazing products: stadium seats with a thick, cozy blanket built right in; an ink pen with its own light source so that you can write in the dark; a laptop desk – well, you get the picture. I mentioned these particular samples because I actually went so far as to draw sketches and make design notes for them. I even initiated the preliminary market research for the light pen, and nobody in my special survey had ever seen anything like it. I was frantically trying to put together a prototype when the spouse informed me there was something just like it already on the market. He had just returned from a business trip, and said he had noticed it in a magazine he found on the airplane. I didn’t want to believe him – he had to be mistaken. A few days later he presented me with the executive model – a sleek silver number, complete with its own executive gift box. I was deflated. Not long after that, I started to see the pens everywhere.  The market seemed to suddenly be flooded with multiple design variations and price points. It felt like everybody was making money with my wonderful light pen idea except me.

I could go on and on with similar stories, and the tragedy of it all. My sister-in-law and I actually have a running joke – we refuse to discuss any of our ideas over the phone because we’re convinced somebody has to be listening to our conversations – waiting to steal our great ideas and execute them.

To be fair, things like multiple discovery, simultaneous discovery, and simultaneous invention are known phenomena. I’m aware of that now, I wasn’t back then. In fact, there are some pretty interesting theories floating around out there in ‘theory land’ as to why these events occur. My favorite is the one about a “collective conscious” – I am Seven of Nine gazillion. You can use your favorite search engine to find other fascinating theories, and examples of this “simultaneous” process in action – covering everything from the invention of typewriters, to the light bulb, to the telephone, and the list goes on. Who was it that said, “The only bad thing about a good idea is that somebody else is bound to get it”?

Here’s to great ideas…executed.

Side Note: This notebook is a product of Innovative Designs, LLC, using one of the hilarious offerings from SOMEECARDS – (not a promo)

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